Feel The Difference

” INSIDE OUT ”

Misery-stricken, overburdened
What the hell my life has become
Day & night, I think of my plight
Just to realize, I am not as bright

Enjoying with friends cheers no more
Celebrations or party I feel too bore
Endless search for marks in my bag
Extinguishing myself fag by fag

Partiality is the reason as they say
Thus unable to find any hope’s ray
Expressions I hide from all life forms
Suppressed I feel in these human bonds

Parents too practical, friends immature
Sister bewildered to suggest any cure
Everyone lost in personal vibes
No emotion left for friendship cries

Punishing myself I feel like punishing friends
Secluded I feel every now & then
Love life came to an end,
Or that I should pretend.

Never took the first step to express,
My love now I am depressed.
Just clear my only doubt
I want to be empty inside out !

KSHITIJ GUPTA
B.Tech 3rd Year IT